Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Self on Focus

Self on Focus

"It doesn't mean if you ignore me, I do not exist. I am a complete man; an inexorable mind filled with possibilities and determination. I am a spirit which took flesh to overcome because I am a dream bearing heart and a goal bearing soul. I might hidden on your sight and forgotten by you, but it shall matter less. For I am a mighty soul that can." ~~ @Billldove7




A man is a shining star. 
His mind is the light which shines his way from afar. 
He is guilty and innocent in his own way. 
He takes responsibility for his conscious acts
There he'd deny the unconscious ones: his unaware perception. 

But he is a whole unity: mind, soul and body, otherwise 
He is simply a body with a name or a named primate. 
He perceives, denies and imagines. His pride

However, he accepts, constructs, develops day by day. 
He shall be satisfied with the new mindset leading the day. 
In nature, he would retreat and reflect
There he'd ponder over subjects
Subjects of great interest and also of less
"To work my organs, atoms and attributes",
He would command them, all in to better the self
He trusts and believes

But for three things he would be wrong.

1. He always believes that tomorrow will be better even if the present evidence fails to prove. To him, the universe is evil when things do not turn out as he had hoped. But the fact is that the universe is simply indifferent.

2.  He thinks he has full control over his own life and also believes to have a major share of say in the ones of his subordinates.

3.  He constantly believes that he can do better even if his best act or attempt fails to suggest otherwise in satisfying the world or even himself.

But above all, one thing is certain and for that I am sure. No matter what you think you are, you are always more than that. There are no mistakes but only feedback. Simply stand up, live and learn, then educate others. For 'YOU' are the last survival grip. The driver in the guilt trip. The first and last second of your own winning thought. You are the self-doubt in every decision you make. You are the author of your happiness and wraith. But you are the one who stays with YOU until the very end. Regardless of your gender, YOU are a mighty soul that can.


~~ @Billdove7

Thursday, September 24, 2015

The Undressed

The Undressed



Why, why, why, why, why? Surely why?
Why would you want to make me cry?
Why causing me so intense pain?
I am going insane
I am losing my mind
I would rather die

I once lived in a little world
Clouds would never twist,
Nor winds to whirl
Lived as the subject and the president
My laws. The only inhabitant

The ambassador of my thoughts
The attorney and judge at my own court
Biased or not; could not care. My justice
I was the only negotiator, a man fully fearless

Destiny brought me to you, using an unforgettable moment,
The bright instant of my existence,
The day my sun appeared so effulgent.
Cannot erase the day I made your acquaintance

But now, I am treated like water
Although needed, and used to cleanse clothes
Unwanted it remains. Call made for the drier
A little stubbornness, the iron is invited
All done to dry me up as if to praise hatred
And to make me feel unloved and unwanted

Why have you become my oppressor?
Why can you not be a good partner?
Why am I the only one trying to keep us together?
What's missing in me that I am shattered?

My heart is broken into a million pieces
My mind is visiting rough places
Eyes dry but heart soaked in tears of thousands seas
I keep coming back like hit by amnesic disease

You were the first to dress me in a love-suit
Today you find pleasure to strip me from it
You are still the only one I think of every single minute
Your love has been my greatest parachute

I wish you were not the best,
The best I ever had
If you were not, I would have enjoyed the rest
And would not have felt this sad
Still, I cannot let go until you tell me 'It's Over'.

If something hurts me more than losing you,
It's knowing you're not fighting to keep me
And now, it is almost our anniversary
Come back to 'me and you'
Please do not forget the fourteen of February

This pain drills a huge hole in my soul
I have love you with my all.
Here alone, bereaved. I will surely die
But before I trip into the depths of the tomb,
Cut my ring finger and come take your love-costume
And I would not have any desire to love or wed
Love or wed in the land of the dead
Fear to contaminate this disease: Love

I am here falling again,
Please, I do not want to miss your catch
It is not easy to explain
I am just missing you so much

Come, cover me, dress me with your love-suit again
I am here waiting. <3

~~ @Billdove7