Self on Focus

Self on Focus

"It doesn't mean if you ignore me, I do not exist. I am a complete man; an inexorable mind filled with possibilities and determination. I am a spirit which took flesh to overcome because I am a dream bearing heart and a goal bearing soul. I might hidden on your sight and forgotten by you, but it shall matter less. For I am a mighty soul that can." ~~ @Billldove7

A man is a shining star. 

His mind is the light which shines his way from afar. 

He is guilty and innocent in his own way. 

He takes responsibility for his conscious acts

There he'd deny the unconscious ones: his unaware perception. 

But he is a whole unity: mind, soul and body, otherwise 

He is simply a body with a name or a named primate. 

He perceives, denies and imagines. His pride

However, he accepts, constructs, develops day by day. 

He shall be satisfied with the new mindset leading the day. 

In nature, he would retreat and reflect

There he'd ponder over subjects

Subjects of great interest and also of less

"To work my organs, atoms and attributes",

He would command them, all in to better the self

He trusts and believes

But for three things he would be wrong.

1. He always believes that tomorrow will be better even if the present evidence fails to prove. To him, the universe is evil when things do not turn out as he had hoped. But the fact is that the universe is simply indifferent.

2.  He thinks he has full control over his own life and also believes to have a major share of say in the ones of his subordinates.

3.  He constantly believes that he can do better even if his best act or attempt fails to suggest otherwise in satisfying the world or even himself.

But above all, one thing is certain and for that I am sure. No matter what you think you are, you are always more than that. There are no mistakes but only feedback. Simply stand up, live and learn, then educate others. For 'YOU' are the last survival grip. The driver in the guilt trip. The first and last second of your own winning thought. You are the self-doubt in every decision you make. You are the author of your happiness and wraith. But you are the one who stays with YOU until the very end. Regardless of your gender, YOU are a mighty soul that can.

~~ @Billdove7

The Undressed

The Undressed

Why, why, why, why, why? Surely why?

Why would you want to make me cry?

Why causing me so intense pain?

I am going insane

I am losing my mind

I would rather die

I once lived in a little world

Clouds would never twist,

Nor winds to whirl

Lived as the subject and the president

My laws. The only inhabitant

The ambassador of my thoughts

The attorney and judge at my own court

Biased or not; could not care. My justice

I was the only negotiator, a man fully fearless

Destiny brought me to you, using an unforgettable moment,

The bright instant of my existence,

The day my sun appeared so effulgent.

Cannot erase the day I made your acquaintance

But now, I am treated like water

Although needed, and used to cleanse clothes

Unwanted it remains. Call made for the drier

A little stubbornness, the iron is invited

All done to dry me up as if to praise hatred

And to make me feel unloved and unwanted

Why have you become my oppressor?

Why can you not be a good partner?

Why am I the only one trying to keep us together?

What's missing in me that I am shattered?

My heart is broken into a million pieces

My mind is visiting rough places

Eyes dry but heart soaked in tears of thousands seas

I keep coming back like hit by amnesic disease

You were the first to dress me in a love-suit

Today you find pleasure to strip me from it

You are still the only one I think of every single minute

Your love has been my greatest parachute

I wish you were not the best,

The best I ever had

If you were not, I would have enjoyed the rest

And would not have felt this sad

Still, I cannot let go until you tell me 'It's Over'.

If something hurts me more than losing you,

It's knowing you're not fighting to keep me

And now, it is almost our anniversary

Come back to 'me and you'

Please do not forget the fourteen of February

This pain drills a huge hole in my soul

I have love you with my all.

Here alone, bereaved. I will surely die

But before I trip into the depths of the tomb,

Cut my ring finger and come take your love-costume

And I would not have any desire to love or wed

Love or wed in the land of the dead

Fear to contaminate this disease: Love

I am here falling again,

Please, I do not want to miss your catch

It is not easy to explain

I am just missing you so much

Come, cover me, dress me with your love-suit again

I am here waiting. <3

~~ @Billdove7

The road of solitude

"When I access wisdom, when I encounter every natural knowledge; pain is gone, sorrow is not there. I become the residence of freedom. This is the establishment of the permanent relation with the self." ~~ +Bill Dove 

From my early days, my innocent young years,

My spirit was sustained in every change of my growth

Times of mute dialogues with my mother's prime love

Yet difficult is the path awaiting before me

Fear broke in. Sought for tiger's legs, lion's roar, or eagle's wings

To run, hunt, scare, rule  and fly

Survival fight: win to live or lose and die

But progress made, target set and mindset changed

Still troubles found ways into my young mind

From unknown causes, they all came

But dear my integrity I beheld. Matter of time

Irreplaceable communions with friends

The young hearts' genuine joys are to never change

Lessons learned as in time alone I stood

The props of my endurance were removed

Friends and family, together they all departed

But my mind's fitness claimed highness. It unfolded.

Everything is transitional. Nothing lasts forever.

The essence of time is essential. The real power

Stand tall and fight. Alone or in a crew

Conspire with your mind in wisdom. Be you.

Stand up and live this life

~~ +Bill Dove 

Loved in time

        

Loved in time

"He neither cheats nor flirts with other women, because he's too busy finding new ways of offering a never-ending happiness to her. That explains why he automatically smiles every time he sees me."  ~~ +Bill Dove 

Eternity is everybody’s origin,

It lent us to time.

In time, came darkness in my days.

In depths of oceans I drowned confined

From dark depths I detected sunshine

Dragged out by the beautiful sun rays

A rescue that gleamed my faded face

Wide open arms offered a warm embrace

Like a resurrected, I felt alive

For ever I'll fight to share with him my life

If not to beat it and just survive

All from the start,

In his touch resided flames of fire

Which burn my body with desires

Moments that ceaselessly consume my heart

Time unfit to battle us

Space unable to stop us

Passion stronger than all fights,

Whilst he lightens my dark nights

Stars flaring with new intensity

Sky ruled by love, eminently

Love-sun rises every day and sets,

Sets on my true west; he’s the best.

His uncommon vocal notes,

His voice, my motivation, my inspiration

Only my tympanum interprets:

'Eternity is our destination'

Here I am,

Mind monopolized by a man

The best of all gentlemen,

I am lucky to be his woman

My heart unchained

From all the chains of restraint
I can easily put my love in words

Love has set me free

Freedom leading to immensities of eternity

Eternity, behind the curtains of time,

Where we'd go back and he'll still be mine

Together, stronger and forever

I truly love him, 

And am his forever. <3

   ~~ +Bill Dove